Headache
Partway through the day I had an awful headache. Not totally debilitating like it sometimes is, but just enough that as I went to one of the campus printers to print a reading for class (waste of time, the printer was broken), I was in a sort of delirious state. If that can be the word for it. I think I'm just tired, I've accidentally been kept up until 4-ish or later the past two days in a row because of parties, but hopefully it's just on the weekends. Class and all that. Took an advil and I'm just tired now.
Just ended a relationship earlier this week with someone who got kinda upset because they chose to date a senior who has a lot on their plate??? And also chose to date someone who doesn't like being fetishized into "twink" or "uwu femboy" or whatever shit you wanna say that's really just transphobic since "twink" is kinda like pedophilic beauty standards for him and "femboy" is just "what if we sexualized him and made him an e-girl". I'M NOT FEMME??? SHUT THE HELL UP--
also some remarks they made about my roommates whenever I would complain were super fucking racist (which, without using slurs, is possible, imagine that) and idk I lived with my roommates longer than this guy was in my life so I'd say uhhh don't be racist towards my roommates? or towards anyone? what fuckin business do you have calling my roommates animals while your white liberal ass says "culture is fluid" when I'm clearly saying not when it's culture from marginalized people. you literally are a racist if you are basically calling my roommates sub-human while wanting to appropriate their language and music and fashion and everything else.
I'm tired, boss.